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Wynonna Earp ([personal profile] pacificator) wrote2024-02-23 11:08 am
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fidior: — 𝐭𝐰𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 (ɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀɴ ᴇᴀʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ)

[personal profile] fidior 2024-06-04 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ One might think that one is caught in a dream.

It's the only way to explain something so impossible, isn't it? There is no logic, no reason, to the fact that someone could be one place and then abruptly another — from air so sharp and so cold that each inhale is pain, to a soft wind barely blanketed with a subtle nip — more crisp and clean than achingly sterile. From one vast, solid, frozen sheet of ice to earth that yields gently beneath the heavy step of his boots.

From a pure white abyss to.... a field, and it, too, stretches out — perhaps just as endless as what he'd known just before, but... different. So different. For a flickering moment, he's back at the farmland his father had managed for a time, in Scotland. He was only six when they moved there, and they didn't stay long — memory is warped by the dizzying haze of early childhood, but some things stick. The smell of flat, open earth, and of grass, and the way the wind sounds through it. Nothing else sounds that way. It's calm, peaceful, slower. Time seems to slow down.

Perhaps there are other explanations — or only one of them, but that isn't something that Edward Little even begins to entertain. That he might be... dead, that this is some sort of afterlife, something beyond. It's not so much that he holds disbelief in his heart, but more that his sense of faith so easily overlooks anything of the divine and holds firmly to what's right in front of him, instead. His faith is in his standing — his job, his role, his responsibility. Nothing truly guides him except his own heart, and what it values, which is his duty. Not for a moment does he consider that he might have died. Oh no, this must be real, but he's unable to make sense of it, and he walks slowly, eyes held wide: confused, stunned.

He tries to think of what he does know. What he remembers last. It was three months since Carnivale happened (that horrible night, speaking of dreams; to look back upon it is like looking back upon a nightmare.) There are forty men left, and Captain Crozier had finally given the order to abandon ship. It took much preparation; it's what those three months were spent doing, and all while their captain quietly continued to recover from his... bad spell. They had to gather their strength, and ready themselves for the possibility they likely would not return. They had to pack, and it's so much that they've taken with them — so much to drag behind lashed to sledges, and a few bearing whale boats, making them all the heavier. It is an arduous journey awaiting them, frightening and unknown, but necessary. He is to lead a team out ahead.

And now he is here.

A solitary figure stepping through the grass, the fingers of one hand clasped tightly around the strap at his shoulder, securing his shotgun to his back. There's nothing else on his person, only layers of wool, a cap, and a pair of fingerless gloves; he could have stepped right out of time.

There's a— sound. It comes closer, but so suddenly and so loudly and so foreign that Edward doesn't really have time to process it. And he's slowed, numbed, mind a strange fog as it struggles to grapple with what's true, what's real. He doesn't react to that sound, not at first. He has no thought to try and get away from it. Nothing happens until it's suddenly right there in front of him, and then he's freezing — eyes saucer-wide, body paralysed where he stands right in the path of the oncoming roaring thing.
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fidior: — 𝐭𝐰𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 (ᴀɴᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇsᴛ —  ʀᴇᴀʟ sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ)

[personal profile] fidior 2024-06-13 01:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ At times, it feels like trudging through water, when the grass is especially high and thick. If he closed his eyes, it might sound almost like ocean waves — not the harsh swells of icy cold water, but the kind that came before. He enjoyed being on the sea, once. The vast openness was once a freedom, not a limbo.

He doesn't understand what he's looking at. What's coming. Something in his mind thinks beast, monster, creature; he's been hunted by something, pursued — is it Tuunbaq? No, something's different, something's strange, and he doesn't move. He's too stunned. Maybe a second or two later he'd finally scramble for his gun, heave it clumsily into his hands, take aim, try to shoot, but then the thing's swerving past him — barely, its presence so close and fast that it almost knocks him back off his feet. He stumbles back, gasping, wide-eyed and horrified and unbelieving of what he's seeing as it screams and rocks, unsteady — what... is this? Some sort of machine?

Yes, it's... parts put together, like a locomotive, but there's no.... tracks, no railroad, this isn't.... what is this?

He's gaping, heart pounding desperately, lungs working frantically for breath and finding little of it in his shock as he shirks back, one hand up in front of his face, terrified of the sight and reeling from the fact he'd almost made collision with it. It's impossible for the mind to process anything — and then the thing's opening up and something's coming out of it, and Little, fortunately, isn't a man prone to screaming, instead stricken into complete and utterly terrified silence.

It's a— a woman. A woman, which is a fresh shock all in itself, and it takes him a weird few long beats to even realise she's pointing a weapon at him. His mind is a roaring dizzying rush, confused and overwhelmed, and he's just gaping at her with saucer-wide eyes, somehow managing to stand upright against the wind that nudges insistently, again and again, and the way his body shakes in response. It would be too easy to tip right over where he stands.

Finally, he sees it. Belatedly, brain slow to process it, the barrel of a gun fixed to him like one single black eye, unblinking and unyielding. She aims a weapon at him! Finally, Little reacts, a complete contrast to the woman's strange, frightening calm — his hands tremble uncontrollably as he struggles to remove his own gun from himself, a truly piteous display of fumbling and shaking and several failed attempts. The strap slips from his spasming fingers once, then twice; he hits himself in the side with the shotgun as he tries to remove it — she said slowly but he's working fast and messily. It's only once he manages to unhook it from his side and has it in his hands (upside down) that his panicked pace drops to a crawl, and, eyes still huge and fixed on her with terror, he starts to lower it to the ground.

Slowly, slowly, he crouches, sets it there in the grass, and he might not be able to find footing again after, but somehow he does. But when he stands again, he does feel faint from nausea, and he swallows against it. Now that both hands are free, he can hold them both out in front of himself. As he does, his eyes flit for a moment back to the... thing, the wayward... machine which might as well truly be a monster for how foreign and terrible it is.

Then back to her, the person who'd crawled out of the thing, and he swallows again. Again. Words don't come easily, but he says all he knows to, and it's— almost absurdly polite, in the face of everything.
]

Madam. [ She's dressed unlike anything he's ever seen, a fact he can make no sense of and observes with more horror... and her hair is free and loose and wild (also deeply terrifying, to him,) but she is a woman. ] I assure you, I mean no threat. I believe I might be— might be lost.

[ ....That would probably be it, Edward, yes. ]
Edited 2024-06-13 13:32 (UTC)
fidior: — 𝐭𝐰𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 (ʀᴇᴍɪɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ)

[personal profile] fidior 2024-09-14 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Again, it's with an almost comical and willing obedience that he does what she says — steps back, away from the gun, boots heavy against the grass, leaving imprints in its blades as he moves one, two, then three steps away. He feels too distant from his own body; someone else moves him, wills him to stand upright, though the dizziness is only more unrelenting as the seconds tick by. He feels as though he'll be sick any moment, those coils waves of nausea unbearably tight and slick.

She asks questions he doesn't quite know how to answer. what are you, what are you doing out here; he doesn't know, he doesn't know. None of it makes sense.

Until one does, and he latches onto it as desperately as a man dying of thirst and squeezing whatever drops he can.

'Who are you?'
]

First Lieutenant Edward Little, of Her Majesty's Royal Navy. [ The title doesn't exactly come out confidently, but rather with the natural, ready flow of someone who's spoken it many times, as natural as a surname, as a birthdate, as the basic facts that constitute a person's physical appearance: my hair is brown, my eyes are brown. A thing that comes without needing to think, or remember, wound into the foundations of his bones. ]

I serve aboard Terror, madam.

[ As if she, this impossible woman in this impossible clothing pointing this impossible weapon right at his face, would be familiar with such a thing (he hopes desperately that she is.)

But speaking is... a strain on a body that is already immensely strained, the stress of it likely to knock him sideways. He tries to keep his composure, but there is none really to be kept; he's lost all of it when the mechanical beast she'd been steering nearly struck him, and—

—he falters, stumbles, abruptly looking extremely pale and extremely sweaty, eyes fluttering and lolling back a little.
]

I'm— First Lieu— HMS Terror....

[ Yeah, he's about to throw up. ]
fidior: — 𝐭𝐰𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 (ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ)

[personal profile] fidior 2024-10-18 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Dimly, he registers that she holsters her weapon, and that is a relief, but one he's just barely able to feel much joy in, because his world is spinning. What is happening? How is it happening?

He understands less than half of anything this peculiar, volatile woman does or says and when she turns away from him and begins speaking to someone that isn't there, somehow holding conversation, Edward groans.

He turns, leaning forwards towards the grass, a gloved hand against his knee while the other arm goes outwards to try and keep some sort of balance. He doesn't feel well. Oh, he doesn't feel well. Head dipped down, he feels his cap, already knocked askew, slipping off and hitting the ground, but he doesn't dare reach for it or else he might not come back up.

It doesn't matter, anyway. His stomach revolts even as he stands there, and he's giving a dry heave, stumbling forwards, only he doesn't realise he's stumbled closer to her... trackless locomotive(?) unknown machine thing until he's a mere couple of feet away from it. The startle of realisation makes him jolt with a half-shout, and he abruptly flinches back as though he's just stepped up to a lion, terrified.
]

No—!

[ He wobbles, already dizzy, and then all but collapses into the grass, eyes wide, chest heaving with panic. ]
Edited 2024-10-18 03:22 (UTC)
fidior: — 𝐭𝐰𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 (ᴍᴇᴀɴᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ)

[personal profile] fidior 2025-01-02 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
( It doesn't seem real, none of it seems real, but that insistence by his mind is countered by all of the ways it very much is real, from the loud sound the... thing had made, to its bright lights, to the feel of wind rippling across this impossible landscape. He can smell it too, out here — something dry and clear and clean, something so very different from the ice. Fresh breeze, not cutting, not cruel. Just— quietly alive.

And then there's her. She's very much real, even if he doesn't at all understand how that's possible, and his breaths are progressively becoming not enough. Each attempt seems to draw more and more air out of him instead of push it in, and it's too tight, too painful. He's starting to gasp louder now, giving pained little wheeze-sounds, gloves bare at the fingers, allowing them to feel the dry soil beneath his grasp.

When she crouches down close to him, he's tensing again, shirking back as though afraid — later, he'll berate himself for how rude that is, but in the moment, his body's gone straight towards the outer circles of panic-mode, and he doesn't understand anything.

But it also means that he latches, unthinkingly, onto anything too, and when the woman tells him to take a breath, shows him how, he immediately does with an almost comical obedience, eyes rolling over to stare at her, wide as saucers and petrified but listening to what she says. He breathes in, first attempt shattered by another gasp of sharp pain, but the second one helps a little. It's not full panic yet, thankfully, just. Just a baby amount. There's still time for a true nervous breakdown.

The truck? He meets that claim with a blank, oblivious stare, before grasping onto the woman's next words with a fresh wave of alarm. "This isn't any kind of place to go wandering around", she says, and Little turns his head to stare fully at her, shuddering around the breaths he's still labouring to take.
)

What is this place? If I may ask — Where are we, madam?
Edited 2025-01-02 00:39 (UTC)